c'est ca, it's that, not a coup de foudne, an intense falling in love sensation. the former is nostalgic, a romantic notion of what i could guess to be either platonic or sentimental or a romantic romantic. it is hard to explain.
i am enjoying it over here. i have difficulties, but that would be anywhere in the world, but i like it here. i had a long day, as most weekdays are, and i really need to get to sleep. christmas is this weekend and i wouldn't really even know it. i really am missing little christmas things i thought i would not, but i guess it is because I have always been home for christmas. i'm missing a big commercialized holiday though and there will be others. im doing a bad job of journaling, but damn i am busy. not only do i have things to do here, fun random things i want to do here, i have to do other things like make sure i do exercises because i'll be going back to pt when i get home and i already kind of feel out of shape, but i have been used to 3-4x per week of it and i'm naturally lazy so doing things on my own takes getting adjusted to.
i;'m tired, its like almost 3 here soon . school day! eh. but its ok
